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So I have been feeling pregnant again.  I won't go through the symptoms, at this point ya got it down!  I thought it was all in my head since I had an HCG blood test.  Well, I'm guessing it was too early.  I took a pregnancy test this morning and I got a positive.  I'm not sure how to really feel right now.  I guess I am scared, nervous, and anticipating the worst. 

I'm leaving here in about an hour to head to Nebraska and my dog sitter is going to hold down the fort here.  Yes, I did say dog sitter. Anyways, they are going to do a progesterone test and maybe an HCG Quant, great.  I have been down this road twice and whatever the outcome of this I know that we will be okay.  We will move on.  The one thing I can't do is stop trying.  Stop believing in hope.  Because after all of this, I know one day I will be holding a precious little miracle.  And all of this pain is most definitely worth it. 

I also want to apologize to friends and family for not calling them first.  I hope there are no ill feelings reading this on a blog.  To be honest with you, I don't think there is anyway I can call everyone and tell them I'm pregnant, because if something happens again I can't make that phone call.  I love you all and I just wanted to keep everyone updated.  A few extra prayers never hurt that's for sure!

Will give you an update tomorrow night.  I'm praying for high numbers!